So I need some advice. About a month and a half ago I told my boyfriend that I wanted to go see twilight on the opening night. He said sure so this has been the plan for the past month and a half. About a week and a half ago I said that I might not be able to afford it but I was still hoping and wanting to go and that we would have to see. So last night I mention to him that we are going to go see the movie the next day. And he tells me he can't because he is now going hunting with his dad. And they just made the plans that day. I ask him what time they were going hunting and everything and he said that they were just going up to the cabin in time to get some sleep for hunting in the morning. So when I got home I looked online and saw that they were showing the movie at 1pm today so I talked to him and said do you think you will be able to come with me if we go then I will even drive you up to the cabin afterwards. He said probably. Then today when I ask him about it he says that he just won't have time and that they are leaving around 1pm today and that he could go if I drove him to the cabin but that he doesn't want to make me do that and then have to drive home alone. I told him that I didn't care if I had to do that. Yet he still says no. I gave him the oppurtunity to keep his promise to me and still go hunting. I even offerd to bend over backwards and spend quite a bit of extra gas money to make this work out. I really think that I have the right to be upset at him. I also now have to figure out if I am still going to go to this movie or do what he offerd and wait till sunday. Usually I could care less about watching a movie opening day but with this one I really want to see it on opening night. I don't think its fair to change my plans just becuase hes being an ass and standing me up. But I really don't want to go see this movie alone and nobody else can or wants to go with me. I really don't know what to do and I know in all honestly its really a stupid thing to be upset about. I could be one of the millions of children who don't have food and are starving to death. But still this is a big deal for me and I am just not sure what I should do.
Saturday, 15 November 2008
So I am still waiting to hear about the job at the hospital. The three people that I put down as references told me that they were called by the hospital so that is a good sign. When I got interviewed the guy told me that I would receive a call either way. So now I am just waiting on that call. It seems like it is taking forever but I guess everything takes time. My boyfriend finally got a deer while hunting which is a good thing maybe now he won't hunt again until next year although he was telling me that he was thinking about never hunting again. Which would be sad because I really like venison but I can live without it. I think God is really trying to teach me patience as far as this job thing goes. Also with getting married. I am to impatient when it comes to getting married. I need to just enjoy life and let things happen as they will but it makes me sad when I see so many people around me getting married and I have so long to wait until then. Oh well I really should get to my chemistry homework because I have a test tomorrow morning. Pray that I get a call soon about the job.
Sunday, 02 November 2008
So yesterday I was still really upset about losing my job and then my boss calls me and says that she was wrong to fire me and that it wasn't fair to me. That I had never been told that if I don't improve on something that it would affect my job and that she knows that I have only been really told that once a long time ago about something else and that immediatly I fixed the problem. And also that the things that have been said about me like the peanut grinder not being clean that she is sure that I probably cleaned it and then a customer used it before we closed that night. So she is giving me some hours and said that if I don't get the job at the hospital that she will work me into the schedule a little bit more. It was really good news I still hope that I get the job at the hospital because everything that has gone on at Natural Living makes me want to leave but I feel better about everything and now I get to go see Andrew after him being gone all weekend hunting.
Saturday, 01 November 2008
So I have decided that life is a real bitch. The past like 8-9 months I have been putting up with people spreading rumors about me. And then about a month ago because of some of those rumors I was pretty much kicked out of being a TNT leader which I had been doing for the past four years. Because of those rumors my boyfriends family hates me and thinks that I am a horrible person. And because of some other rumors just today I lost my job. Honestly right now my life sucks. I do have an interview at the hospital which I am really excited about and really hoping that I get the job. I just don't think that it is fair that I have done very little to deserve this and because a couple want to be stupid and jealous of me I lose my job that I have been at for three years and TNT. I really don't know how much more of this type of stuff I can take. I just don't think its fair that because some stupid idiotic immature and snotty girls decide that they hate me. It has me wondering did I step on the wrong part of the floor at some point when I was with you or something? I really am confused about all of this. Then to lose my job out of no where I am almost at my breaking point. I am very fortunate to have a amazing boyfriend who loves me so much and stands up for me. I am so lucky that I have wonderful parents who are willing to help me no matter what. And I am very lucky that I have one very close friend who will listen to me and give me really good advice. What can you do when your reputation is gone because others told a bunch of lies about you. It boggles my mind. And you know what I realize that I could have it so much worse. I could be a starving child in africa who doesn't have parents or anyone who is nice at all. But this is still a real shitty situation. well at least this little bit of a rant made me feel somewhat better.
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